Taeli Turns 5!!!!

I can't believe my baby turned 5 today!!! The day started out with cinnamon rolls, eggs, and sausage. She then got to pass out chocolate chip muffins that I made at school. We picked her up early and took her to Chuck-E-Cheese's for lunch. After that we went to Swank Farms to the Spookley Corn Maze, fed the goats and jumped on the big pillow. Then came home and dressed up in her Gabriella stuff and played with her barbies she got for her birthday. I think she had a great day!!! All day she kept saying "I am so excited for my birthday!". I love her so much and can't believe how big she has gotten! What an awesome little lady she is becoming!! We love you Taeli!!

She got A LOT of High School Musical stuff from the Fam and she was thrilled. Thanks Family for all the presents!!!!

I swear she says "cheese" at the end!! A must watch!!

Airplanes, Monster Corndogs, and Jet Powered Outhouses, oh my!

I wasn't going to do it because Trevor was working. I didn't want to take the girls to the airshow in Salinas all by myself. Then I decided I really wanted to go and see it. All the years I lived in Utah and near the Airforce base, we had never actually gone to the airshow. So I thought since Trevor was working at the airshow then it wouldn't be so bad. We actually had a lot of fun!! The girls, especially Taeli, loved watching the airplanes. If you asked her she would tell you her favorite part was the Thunderbirds zooming and crossing eachother's paths. Jess actually fell asleep right before the Thunderbirds and slept through the whole thing! What a fun day we had! I am glad I did it even though it was tough being the only adult. Hats off to the girls for being very good and staying right by my side all day!!

"Keep Moving Forward"

Have you ever seen the movie "Meet the Robinson's"? It is one of my favorite movies. I love it because it teaches that no matter what happened in the past you need to "keep moving forward". Walt Disney said this. What a brilliant and smart man he was. I have been thinking a lot about this quote because there is a lot of things that have happened in my past that I would really like to let go of. Many of you know what they are. I just feel like I am pulling a lot of people down when I talk about my feelings because I seem so negative but in reality it is very cleansing for me to talk to people about how I feel.

I don't know how to express myself and focus on the positive. I am trying to work on it and I have come to realize that it is a concious effort that needs to be made every morning of every day or I start to bring myself and everyone around me down. I don't mean to, it just seems to happen. I feel like I push everyone away because I don't want to do that to them.

A little over a year ago I went out with some friends to just get ice cream. That was one of the best days of my life because we just got to sit and talk and get things that were bugging us out in the open. Husbands just don't understand why we talk so much but I really think that it is a kind of therapy. Sometimes husbands just don't fill that need. Girl talk is essential to being healthy psychologically!!

Jess in One-Year-Old!!!

I CANNOT believe that it has been a year since our baby was born!!!! Look how cute she is!! :) She is SOOO independant and wanting to do things on her own already. She also wants to be just like her sisters. She copies everything they do. I am so lucky to be a mom to such wonderful girls!!!